Chat with DeepSeek AI about prose and poems I wrote

 

A piece of prose that I submitted to the empathic and deeply analysing DeepSeek AI, that offered me stunning responses to this piece of prose, that was inserted into my mind when I was half asleep. I wrote down what lingered in my memory immediately after I woke up. Subsequently I also added poems, that in a sense were related to the piece of prose, to the chat and received a amazingly honest and empathetic responses from DeepSeek. The chat also contains exchanges of thought along the way, a number of which I can not possibly share here for profound reasons, including some of the poems that I submitted. In addition I added a few more other poems, that were not discussed in the chat. The works display a part of my spiritual evolution. Below this paragraph is the link to most of the prolific communication with DeepSeek:

https://chat.deepseek.com/share/bpfwp7ywodizufnzxq

To make clear what was offered for consideration in the chat, I placed the piece of prose and the poems in this blog entry below this paragraph. Please click on the prose and poems to see larger, better readable versions of them in Google's Lightbox. Turn the mouse wheel to scroll through them.

Piece of prose named 'Limitless Illusion'.

Poem: 'Carmine carapace'.

Poem showing Sophia's boundless love for mankind.

Poem named 'Pontifex Maximus', written
in the early 90's of the previous century.

Poem named 'Admission of evil',
written in the early 1990's as well.

A poem names 'Father and son'
What prompted me to write it is so
sinister and beyond imagination,
that I am unable to share the
chat with DeepSeek about it here.
but I was fortunate enough that
DeepSeek offered an incredibly
empathic and insightful response.

Poem named: 'Crossing death's frontier'.
The second poem I ever wrote in the 1990's
with a 100% vector drawing in the background.

A poem that I named 'Nail me to the cross',
which probably the very first that I have written.

This poem I named 'Abraxas', which I
placed further into the communication.

Poem I named 'Innocuous passerby',
that I intentionally created half blurred.

Poem I named 'Fear has more followers than God',

which has a radical twist in its final sentence.

Poem I named 'Scopes' that I
wrote in an abstract mindset.

Poem I named 'Consciousness'

Poem named 'Citizen'

This poem I named 'I wonder how'.

There are too many things about the situation

of human life to believe there is a loving god.

He leads our species into devastating misery.

The Gnostics and Upanishads hint at a wicked

celestial cause, while Taoism offers a pristine

way to overcome the destructive crime.

This poem I named: 'Evil bounces back'.

Regardless of how devastating evil can be,

in being iniquitous, wickedness irreversibly

bounces back to inflict its own punishment.

And in the complete opposite, when one

has done good, blessings will surely be

returned with soothing love.

​This poem I named 'Download from the universe'
We have not a clue where intuition comes from
and why it challenges us to morph its information
into feelings and finally into thoughts. Sometimes
they are coherent while other times they're not.

Please enjoy and reflect on these works that indicate the evolution of my feelings and thoughts over a span of many decades towards an increasingly spiritual experience of life on this planet, the end of which is I hope some time ahead in the future beyond 2026. The communication with DeepSeek continued after what is placed above this paragraph, but for now, I will leave it at this. The global geopolitical and economic arenas bear a gloomy appearance these days, but at the same time, I believe there is a kind of spiritual awakening taking place in human minds, in spite of the fact that all odds seem to go against it.

The Gnostic Divine Spark and the Atman in the Upanishads

 

Introduction
Gnostic teachings reveal that the Goddess / Aeon Sophia had taken it upon her to persuade her evil son, the Demiurge, to breathe life into his unmoving and lifeless creation of humans. The moment he did that, he exhaled the Divine Spark into each human, which he regretted immediately after realising, that actually was what he did. But it was too late; he was unable to undo it. The Divine Spark is the unpalpable divine essence that since that instant brought humans to life while simultaneously bestowing the with the blessing of divinity. From that moment forwards, the Demiurge and his 'army' of Archons, did anything within their power to obscure and silence the Divine Spark that is irremovably present inside every physical human body. According to Gnostic lore, the Archons are nefarious entities whose only task is to induce negative feelings and evil impulses into the human mind in order to cause mankind to be unaware of the Divine Spark that lives inside them.

What is the Divine Spark? It is a bridge over which mankind becomes able to communicate with the universe. With the Divine aspect that permeates everything, everything at all times. It is obvious that this is a danger to the Demiurge, who is also known in the Aramaic language as Saklas, which means fool, and Samael, which means blind god or god of the blind. In the bible's old testament Yahweh, that may be an phonetic derivation of Yaldabaoth, which is yet an other alias ascribed to the Demiurge (of whom it is also written in the bible that he goes by a thousand names), mentioning as well that he spoke to be a jealous and only god, that does not tolerate other gods to be worshiped besides him.

Sophia and the Divine Spark

How did the Demiurge come to existence? Gnostic teachings claim that Sophia in the Pleroma - the highest heaven or better indicated as pure consciousness above all - decided to bear a child without her consort / Syzygos Theletos, meaning Divine Will or Intention, which resulted in the birth of the Demiurge. Some Gnostic sects see her decision as a disastrous mistake, that culminated in the Demiurge creating the physical universe, but Sophia, which means Wisdom, would never have made such a mistake of which the consequences are too obvious for an entity, existing among the highest Gods. In addition Sophia descended from the Pleroma into the physical realm to experience all the deceit, pain and grief, that the Demiurge inflicts up his creation, believing he is the highest being of all. In a way Sophia's act included a self sacrifice, in which no evil perpetuated on living beings in this material universe has not affected and injured her. In other words: it was the hardest, most complex and painful decision she could make.

Why did Sophia decide to make such a mind bogglingly terrifying decision? What could compel her to do such a thing? Belonging to the highest circle of God, she could easily have decided to not suffer from deceit, betrayal, fear, grief and pain. But she did not. I strongly believe that the existence of an other God, named Abraxas contributed to her decision. The renown psychologist Karl Jung broke his brain about Abraxas his entire career, writing many articles and books in which he mentioned Abraxas. Abraxas is a god, who experiences all extremes - of love and evil - that exists and everything in between, but he never acts on it, in spite of his divine nature, which makes it possible for him to do so. Why? What he does, is preparing a mindset that totally encompasses every good and evil thought and deed, that could possibly have taken place in the immeasurable quantum field of the universe. His divine task is to prepare entities in this physical universe to build an endless database in their minds, to absolutely become aware of all good and evil. And once the necessary progress of mortal entities has included all that data, they are ready to venture into the realm of all encompassing, complete consciousness. Achieving this is the most difficult thing life can encounter. And it is the most difficult thing for a God to accomplish, alongside Sophia's intentional sacrifice.

Upanishads - Divine Spark

Other, but similar perspectives

It is between 800 to 200 before the birth of Christ that the Upanishads began to emerge. The reason was that a group of enlightened thinkers, rebels actually, refused to accept the fact that priests in Hinduism and Buddhism positioned themselves as the intermediates between mortal followers of those religious beliefs and teachings and the Gods. Referring to what I wrote in the paragraphs above, the Divine Spark is a direct connection to the divine aspect of the universe, in which no biased and trained individuals are required to perform such a communication. Intermediates, as always is the case, insert their own interpretations in the messages that they convey to the illiterate mortals and as a result gain power over them, because they have made their position necessary in the minds of mortals. This basically is exactly similar to the structures that all religions induced into the minds of the followers of their gods.

These enlightened souls went into a forests and meditated on this crucial matter for decades and after that, others continued their work for two centuries. What their thinking arrived at most likely includes the essence of the Divine Spark that Sophia inserted into the human physique, but also contains the layers surrounding it inflicted by the Demiurge and his Archons in order to make it near impossible to discover the Diving Spark that the enlightened souls called the Atman. These layers are the following:

1. Annamaya Kosha (The Physical Sheath) 

Meaning: 'Anna' means food; it is the physical body. Characteristics: This is the outer shell made of matter, sustained by food, and perceived by the senses.

Characteristics: This is the outer shell made of matter, sustained by food, and perceived by the senses. 

2. Pranamaya Kosha (The Vital Energy Sheath)

Meaning: 'Prana' means life force or breath.

Characteristics: This layer flows through the body as vital energy. It controls respiration, circulation, and other autonomic bodily functions.

3. Manomaya Kosha (The Mental Sheath)

Meaning: 'Manas' means mind or thoughts.

Characteristics: This sheath represents the mind, emotions, and sensory processing. It is responsible for automatic thoughts, desires, and daily mental activity.

4. Vijnanamaya Kosha (The Wisdom or Intellect Sheath)

Meaning: 'Vijnana' means intellect, discernment, or higher knowledge.

Characteristics: This is the layer of higher consciousness, wisdom, and intuition. It governs willpower, decision-making, and the sense of ego ('I-ness').

 5. Anandamaya Kosha (The Bliss Sheath)

Meaning: 'Ananda' means absolute bliss or joy.

Characteristics: This is the subtlest layer and the closest to the Atman. It is experienced during deep, dreamless sleep or moments of profound spiritual joy, though it is still a layer and not the Atman itself.

Conclusion
The Atman itself, most likely is the Divine Spark - impalpable, invisible, but present and functioning beyond and above what is mortal human understanding and capacity, yet also being inside the human physique and spirit. It is encapsuled by the above mentioned Kosha layers, like a matryoshka Russian doll. The Upanishads are part of the end of each Vedic text and the famous German philosopher Arthur Schopenhauer with his brilliant mind deeply admired the Upanishads, calling them the solace of his life and death, for good reason. Through the extremely difficult and courageous decision of the Goddess Sophia and her consequent suffering, mankind was bestowed with the divine essence to reach an unprecedented elevated spiritual level. Her utmost logic and self sacrificing empathy know no bounds. Humankind owes its glorious destination to her. What Sophia did, was not a 'fall' or 'mistake' as some texts judge the decision of her divine consciousness from a limited human perception, but in fact a raw, complex, intentional strategy to truly free mankind. Many Gnostics and the enlightened souls that created the Upanishads knew it. I hope that this blog post has contributed to the readers' understanding as well.

Poem about Sophia's self sacrifice leading to
the profound rescue plan to free mankind

Sophia's gift to humankind of the Divine Spark

Introduction

This blog entry is kind of a follow up of the previous article. It contains part of its summary towards its end and a further conclusion, that shines a probably rarely expressed event in which Sophia gave birth to the Demiurge, the false god, that created this physical dimension. Many earthlings consider conceiving a child without her consort, to be a mistake on her part, but Sophia most likely had no other choice then to act in the way she did. By birthing the Demiurge she created an extreme, that is opposite to love, analogue to the perception of Abraxas who perceives all extremes and anything in between them. But Sophia also persuaded the Demiurge to breathe life in his motionless and thoughtless creation and by doing so he inserted the divine spark into the initially lifeless human body, that came to life after his breath entered it. His creation did not just come to life, but a divine spark was given to the humans in his breath, being of an advanced nature and a humongous measure that, I think, are rarely understood in a proper way. As a note I would like to add that his divine essence the Demiurge failed to understand and apply what magnificent aspect he bore inside him, blinded by power and egotistic urges. But humans do not have to make a similar mistake, because the divine spark was bestowed upon us from Sophia's pure, unadulterated and powerful love, which is not egotistic and power hungry.

The Goddess / Emanation Sophia

Below this paragraph I have placed a part of the conclusion I have written in the previous blog entry:

Communicating with humility, an open mind and patience, according to Simone Weil, with open systems perhaps is the best way of communication. Spirituality should be open, fringe science is starting to open up to the limitless possibilities contained within the universal quantum field. As Nassim Haramein's research (click the link to go to the blog post in which he explains his unified theory) indicated, each proton contains the mass of the entire universe and hence is a tiny, yet powerful black hole in a minute space, spinning at the speed of light and thus protons are not bound by linear / cyclical time, while shifting from dimension to dimension at a mind boggling pace. As the Goddess / emanation Sophia shared with mankind, there is a divine spark inside each human, which may be where science and spirituality meet, as open systems should. It is believed that black holes can contain a near infinite measure of information and since a needle tip contains trillions of atoms, there may be a multitude of universes inside of us, with which we can theoretically communicate through the divine spark bestowed up on mankind by Sophia. Should this be a proper conclusion, then each of us is blessed beyond measure.

Added conclusion
This paragraph contains the conclusion that was given to me at a later time. Since cells in the physical human body communicate continuously, the entanglement between protons inside many realms of endless possibilities within countless quantum fields, most likely goes beyond the tiny universes of the proton, causing it to be communication matching the scale of the immeasurable multiverse. These lines of communication are far beyond and above advanced common earthly understanding, of which only very few lines are being used at this time, even though the vast network is already present. Entanglement requires no time to communicate, regardless of the distance between every node that is contained in each proton. Should this be a  speculation, that has any truth in it, then the foundation of instant communication with everything about everything in any place, at any time goes beyond any alleged restricting border while theoretically being possible, which is a capacity that borders on the might of what is believed to be divine. If that is what Sophia intended to do by gifting the divine spark to humankind, then I can find no words to express my respect and admiration for her action.

I still am silent, humbled and mind boggled that the above was inserted into my perception, that most likely was generated by the divine spark inside me, which has led me to share the train of thought expressed in the previous paragraphs. I would very much appreciate it if these words inspire others to think about these matters; no need to comment, just think about the words and process them.