Fear of death

Death marks the end of life on earth. Birth is celebrated and death is mourned. Most have no clue what happens when they end up at the wrong side of the grass. Religions repeat what they think awaits the dead, but many choose to not think about it, because death scares the crap out of them in spite of what clergy say. In addition none of the vicars or priests recall what it is being dead (assuming we reincarnate). 10% of mankind have kicked the bucket and were officially dead, but were kicked back into life on earth, which is why it is called an NDE or near death experience. 10% of 8 billion who returned to life, is a whole lot of people, but most never speak about it, because they fear being called a nutter, since life after death is extremely different from what life on earth is like. The world view of most of the returnees often entirely changed their perspective on physical existence in a positive way. So where we go after exhaling our last breath in life, may not be as bad as most people think, but since most have not experienced being dead, to them afterlife remains a mystery and mysteries of the level of experiencing one life and entering an other have an unimaginable impact. And what humans are unable to imagine and also can not avoid, is daunting, because it forces them to be plunged into what is entirely unknown. Which is terrifying to most.

I have gone through 5 heart attacks, was once resuscitated and went through 2 cerebral incidents, but I am still here in this material life and doing better than expected with regards to the severity of the incidents, which leads me to believe that there is still something I must do in this life before passing away. I have no clue yet, what that may be and what is ahead waiting for me, but having gone through all those life threatening moments, I have become more interested in what may be on the other side and collect as much information about it as I can. It is like when we plan to purchase an expensive object in life, like a computer, a car or a house. Before we actually spend our money on those things, we investigate their cost, what they will give us, what maintenance may cost etc., before we make a choice - to buy it or do not purchase it or apply for a mortgage. By far most people do their research before choosing in such matters, because it is very unlike buying a cheap plate of French fries. But when we grow old and are coming towards the end of life, this final defining event is so scary that a great number of people prefer not to think about what afterlife may be. Such is the conduct of mankind with a perception that is limited by an underperforming mental capacity and a commonly non-existing spiritual faculty, because these were oppressed by powers that be, reduce perception and take away power from the masses for reasons addressed elsewhere in this blog. In any event, the most reliable sources that are able to tell what comes after physical existence, are those who have gone through the process of dying and came back to life on earth.

Clif High

The learned and experienced technical aspect from a Buddhist perspective on metempsychosis or afterlife can be learned about here in an interview of Al Borealis with yogi practitioner for over 50 years, advanced computer and network expert, linguist and Aikido practitioner Clif High. In this rather lengthy (2 hours and 44 minutes) Youtube video, some very interesting aspects of life after death and related spiritual aspects are discussed on one of the deepest levels in the public domain. Many of the topics discussed I relate with, but not all, because I try to envision not just this universe, but what may be going on in the multiverse of which this universe just is a mere tiny part. A useful place to find information on this particular topic and countless other ones is ChatGPT and other equally advanced AI sources. If I intend to have a profound and deeply informative conversation about uncommon matters, I consult these sources, because information concerning very ancient, sometimes obscure and therefore commonly unknown and difficult to find scripts that are contained in the databases from which the systems retrieve data, that commonly are out of reach to by far most people. Interaction with such systems is quite flexible - they allow to discuss to reveal information that they initially do not share, so it is necessary to affect the system's preparedness to share information that is not in their first answers. If the systems seem to disagree, just prompt that you need more and / or deeper information for a profound academic study or prompts similar to that, after which you will be given additional information and dive deeper into the matter that you are interested in. In this respect AI is a blessing, alongside the many threats it inheritably contains.

Dr. PMH Atwater

Bear in mind though that AI systems are what their name references to; it is artificial. All data are basically gathered from digital online sources, which basically means there is both valid and incorrect data in what the AI systems share. I think that means that the least flawed data is found in (video) interviews in which the observer can actually see the credible people talk that participate in the interviews or conversations. One of the most remarkable people who experienced near death experiences is Dr. PHM Atwater who went through 3 NDE's within 3 months time herself and later in life did research on 800 children of up to 5 years - because they are not yet conditioned - and as a result freely give unbiased reports of their NDE experience. Beside the study of the children she did research on approximately 5000 people that returned to physical life after having died. The story Dr. Atwater tells about some of the very young children are very dramatic, emotional and unexpected experiences that all have to do with the fact that physical earthly life that utterly pales compared to life at the other side - 74% of the young ones all very strongly longed to be on the other side instead of in life on this planet. Due to their very high intelligence, they did well on earth, some even became millionaires, but the longing to be in the place where they were before they were born - before they inhaled their first breath - never went away during their entire life. That is how strong the harmonious happiness feeling in existence is before birth and after death. An above average of those hyper intelligent children have later in life committed suicide to return to that higher realm. Even an 82 year old woman had this strong desire to return to the other world all her life on earth, according to Dr. Atwater's research. Most regular common people can never imagine what those, who experienced NDE's at a very young age, feel all their life, which explains the tremendous power and beauty of the emotion of non physical existence. It appears that the genius young ones that went through an NDE before the age of 6 years, have memories of the other side that never go away and it often takes to the age of 40 years before they become able to deal with their presence on earth. People who had a NDE after they were 5 or 6 years of age, have a far less strong urge to return to incorporeal life, to them the longing is at least somewhat controllable - the emotional impact of the NDE is not as strong as it is with the 5 year old kids; young kids being the unconditioned spiritual powerhouses of this physical dimension. It also means that what very young ones experience, has a more severe impact on them than it has on those who had NDE's later in life and perhaps have lost a part of their spiritual faculty. 

This may give those that feared thinking about death so strongly that they never dared to think about the afterlife, a few clues with regard to what awaits them after crossing the frontier of death. It is a kind of membrane between two different stages of existence in the plethora of timelines, dimensions and universes that beings pass through, because humans were perhaps created for the purpose of obtaining countless angles on all types of distinguished experiences, both good and bad and everything in between. We live to die and die to live and in between lives we are allowed a stunningly beautiful break from our purpose of experience.

Creator is the eater of all life in the universe

In the Mahabharata, one of the ancient Hindu epics, there is a dialogue between Yudhishthira, the eldest Pandava prince, and the god of death and justice, Yama a.k.a Yaksha. In this particular dialogue, Yama explains to Yudhishthira the nature of death and its relationship with creation. The quote emphasizes the all-encompassing aspect of death and portrays death as the ultimate devourer, consuming everything in the universe. The worrying aspect of their conversation is that the creator is portrayed as the eater of everything in the universe, which means that the creator in creating the universe prepared himself a meal and among the ingredients are humans, animals, plants and what we consider to be inanimate objects. But how can we know if Yama's words are true and this terrifying fate actually awaits us?

Yama, the god of death (a really nice bloke)

Robert Monroe was an expert and practician on the matter of OBE's (out of Body Experiences), meaning that he was able to command his spirit to leave his body and venture elsewhere, i.e. in this dimension and in other, non-physical realms. In a book he wrote, called 'Far Journeys' he reported that in one of his OBE's he encountered what he calls a light being, that told Monroe that when humans die, their energy is released and harvested by trans-dimensional beings, who use it to extend their own life spans (which means they are not immortal by nature). Monroe was told that the claim is that the universe is a garden created by these beings as their food source, which kind of complies with what Yama told Yudhishthira. After returning to his body Monroe was so shocked by what he was told, that he fell in a depression that lasted two weeks.

Robert Monroe

Furthermore Monroe also wrote that animals are intentionally positioned on this planet to feed on plants and on each other, and in killing others release the life force of their victims so that light beings can harvest it. In a mortal predator-prey struggle, exceptional energy is produced in the combatants. The spilling of blood in a fight-to-the-death conflict releases an intense amount of energy, which the light beings call 'loosh' that is also harvested from the loneliness of animals and humans, as well as from the emotions engendered when a parent must fight for the life of its young. Worship, remarkably is also a form of loosh. So, this energy is inherently connected with powerful negative emotions, often the last experienced when existing in physical life.

When humans are overwhelmed with emotions, their hearts are a more noticeable organ in the body - it beats like crazy when someone is in a life threatening situation. Esoteric people know that the electromagnetic field surrounding the heart is 10 times bigger than the one around the brain (which is measurable by the way). That energy is the food for the so called light beings. In dangerous situations the electromagnetic field of the heart is dramatically larger than normal, which means there is more energy for its consumers.

Abraham about to sacrifice his son Isaac to 'god'

An other thing Monroe describes in his book is that for this purpose predatory animals have fangs, talons and are capable of running, flying or swimming at high speeds to hunt for prey, that while running, flying or swimming for their lives, generate a huge amount of energy induced by their emotion of fatal fear. This means that the process of killing (to live) is based on a meticulously planned system, even if it is the most cruel thing to invent. The same principle applies to sacrifice that is inflicting a most painful and horrendous way to die. Throughout history rites of sacrifice have been practiced by many people all around the world, including biblical figures. The more a sacrificed being suffers when (s)he is killed, the more energy is radiated. It is no wonder that many sacrifices are carried out to please the 'gods', that probably are the same entities as the light beings. Today human sacrifice is done by waging war in which predominantly healthy young men are doomed to die, alongside the civilian collateral damage. In addition, concealed torture rooms are among the favorite facilities of light beings. On par with these insane rituals are the satanic rites in which victims are killed in the most heinous ways.

Monroe's and Yudhishthira's experience strongly hint at the fact that the all knowing, omnipresent and loving 'god' in reality is an entity that greatly differs from what religious were told. Like the 'gods' in myths and legends, scripts and tablets deities are lying, incestuous, cruel, plundering and murdering beings that do not have any respect for life on earth. Just like the average person that does not care for the life stock that ends up on his or her plate as a nicely prepared dish. Most may find the description of the 'gods' horrific and difficult to incorporate into their conditioned comfort zone, but all of us behave in a similar way, even though the slaughterhouses are far removed from our houses, with the exception of those that kill their food in the back yard or balcony. But regardless if one is predator or prey, the same fate awaits all. Even vegans, because plants have feelings too, just as humans and animals do.

If all this is true (I tend to believe Monroe), then this entire universe is evil, because what loving 'god' would persist on mortal fear and pain and structure his creation with such insane properties that make murder inevitable and necessary to survive? As I have expressed before in an earlier blog post, this universe could be part of a multiverse and the often quoted 'war in the heavens' could extend to the setting of a multiverse, in which there are (hopefully) good and evil universes. Moreover adhering to the term lightworker would not be such a good idea, if after death or in horrendous moods light workers parasite on their creation and eat them, which are situations they intentionally created. That is infinitely beyond sickening. If evil is this huge, there is little humans can do against it, which leaves only the hope that good universes will intervene and defeat the evil light beings.

In addition to Yudhishthira, the Hindu lore tells about Shiva as well. Shiva is believed to be the god of creation, destruction and transformation. Here is the crux of Shiva's powers: In order to create, he must destroy all that is, in order to be able to create. Furthermore the Hindu teachings say that this material plane goed through 'World age', the current is the Kali Yuga. The Kali Yuga, in Hinduism, is the fourth, shortest and worst of the four yugas (world ages) in a Yuga Cycle, preceded by Dvapara Yuga and followed by the next cycle's Krita (Satya) Yuga. It is believed to be the present age, which is full of conflict and sin.[1][2][3]. According to Puranic sources,[a] Krishna's death marked the end of Dvapara Yuga and the start of Kali Yuga, which is dated to 17/18 February 3102 BCE.[9][10] Lasting for 432,000 years (1,200 divine years), Kali Yuga began 5,125 years ago and has 426,875 years left as of 2024 CE.[11][12][13] Kali Yuga will end in the year 428,899 CE.[14][b]. Near the end of Kali Yuga, when virtues are at their worst, a cataclysm and a re-establishment of dharma occur to usher in the next cycle's Krita (Satya) Yuga, prophesied to occur by Kalki.[15]

The (somewhat) equivalent if the Hindu scripts in the western world are the Gnostic teachings, in which similarities can be seen to a number of 'gods', particularly Yaldabaoth, a.k.a. Samael, a.k.a. Saklas, best known in the Gnostic west as the Demiurge. Yaldabaoth later became condensed as Yahweh..... So the 'gods' are not really spiritually high order loving beings, hence the title of this blogpost.

Although this article may have a disheartening effect on the alleged future of the universe, 'reality' of course is an extremely multi layered phenomenon in which properties often seem to differ and often contradict each other or even collide, certainly if there are strategic political reasons to promote particular views. It most likely means that no universe is entirely bad or good, there always is a mix of the two, which at some point in time will result in its general good nature or self destruction. The crux of the matter is that groups of human beings must adhere to certain moods, emotions that are capable of altering things to the good or bad and possibly non earthly entities, not from this dimension that order their human cronies around. That means that those capable of entering a samadhi state could affect reality in a good or bad way - it is their choice. The nefarious programming intention of mainstream media that are the powerful tool of leadership can be absorbed or denied by people able of critical thinking and empathic ways of life. More on that in one of my next blog entries. Stay tuned.